Standing In The Rain

I sit here waiting
collecting my thoughts
My loneliness is overwhelming
I've lost all sense
of time and reason
death never seemed so welcoming
I drag the blade across my flesh
to see if I can feel
I cry out loud from the pain
the scars will never heal

I'm standing in the rain
wishing it would wash away my fears
I'm standing in the rain
wishing it would wash away my tears

I can feel death stalking me
around every corner
lurking in the shadows
Hunting me like a hangman
to take me away and leave me
hanging from the gallows
I try to run but there is no point
He's there at every turn
He takes my soul strait down to hell
here I'll forever burn

I feel lost in this sea
of sorrow wandering
aimlessly in the dark
I try to search for a
method to the madness
but I don't know where to start
It seems as if I've lost control
I'm crazy from my pain
When I finally feel and end to my suffering
It only starts again